- not to the end. I´m starting again.
After about 4 months of total illogical and totally emotional directed fear of pencils and brushes of all sorts- I´m cured.
At least for now- since I fell brave- somewhat motivated - it would be a lie, however, if I told you I´m NOT scared of picking up my pencils again.

I still am- but I will face my failures this time.

I will paint and I will create HORRIBLE pieces of junk, but maybe there will be one or two till christmas which are awesome- and hopefully all of them will be helpful. I really need to move on in my style. I´m in the process of developing and trying to find a new way of how to approach a painting (and I´m writing paintings here because I will be avoiding any sort of line centered art). Currently I´m beginning to search for acutal reference before I start painting. No more brainless out of nothing fantasy drafts.



I want to become a thoughtful and serious storytelling artist.

Watch out I´m on my way!